Fick it...wait I can say fuck here.

I read a quote once.
it said """ (<<if you are wondering why there are three quotes it is because I am pretty sure this is not word for word...but it is atleast the jist of it)

"""They say that when you cannot sleep it is because you are awake in someone else dreams."""

Well all I can really say to whomever it is dreaming of me every fucking night...shit or get of the god damn pot.
I am ficking tired.
really, really ficking tired.

I am tired of not ficking sleeping. I am tired of not going to the ficking movies. I am tired of allowing myself to let me ficking guard down for a minute and being ficking disappointed.

I own it okay...I am that psychopath who wants flowers.wants to hold hands. Wants all your hours if you have the chance. and who wants to be asked to dance.

and yes that is some serious bruno mars shit right there.
OWNED IT.
...very catchy song by the way.

so lets face it that quote is stupid...at least where I am concerned because I am very well aware of that fact that I am not on anyones mind at 2 in the morning.

and thats okay...I basically just yawned...and it all went down hill from there. so..there's that. SQUIRREL.

providing Brianna comes through for me...there will be more tonight...if not well hey ..thanks for reading kids.