So I promised a few people that I would write.
I honestly do not have too much to write about though. but there are a few things on my mind so here goes.
Sarah, this one for you dollface.
1. if he talks like a dog, dresses like a dog...bitch hes a fucking dog. so either get it in..or dont but either way... move the fuck on.
2. my mother looked in my sock drawer.
she didnt find socks.
yea that happened.
3. truth is...you shattered me. you broke me. yea. you know who you are.
4. I love my little brother more then anything. He has been a little punk that drove me crazy my entire life. But he is my punk and let me put emphasis on the word MY because I do not share him...and if you are in asshole out there reading this who I should be sharing with...im not because you sir are an asshole. you make me want to punch you...but the truth is you are missing out.
5. I have been given an opportunity to do something within bad circumstances. with that said, I will push through. However this time. I wont be a cupcake.
I have become a very cold person in the past few weeks.
I guess that is what happens when the one person you didnt think could ever hurt you does.
you become hard, but thats all right because I have been walked on my entire fucking life and refuse to allow it ever again.. so lets do this.
6. my daughter does a robert de niro impression...that shit is too funny.,
7. once upon a time, a few mistakes ago, i was in your sights, you got me alone, you founnnnd me, i guess you didnt care, i guess i liked that, and when i fell hard, you took a step back, without me, and you long gone, and I realize the blame is one me,
yea i fucking love that song.
8. yea im still dancing to it.
9.trouble trouble trouble.
10. youre welcome.
Saturday, January 26, 2013
Monday, January 21, 2013
Django && the rugrats
So I watched the movie django last night.
It was a really good movie, however I sincerely hope that I am not the only person who thought it was really funny.
I mean don't get me wrong, it had its serious parts to it, I mean it was a comedy right? I don't know, racism is serious I know that, and when people are being racist then that's terrible, but I guess I saw it as making fun of what assholes people were back then (not that they are much better now, but we are at least a different kind of equal assholes)
But really though it was a good movie and if you have as a twisted sense of humor as I do then you will laugh as well.
Good lord I hope I am not the only one who laughed.
The rugrats...
What.
The.
Fuck.
Okay who did not love the show when we were kids, it was legit.
Now watching it, I understand why my mother couldn't stand it.
I mean she is a little more dramatic then I am but how was CPS not called on these people
In ten episodes these kids have been lost, kidnapped, left at the store, left alone with strangers, it's nuts.
It's almost a little twisted.
It was a really good movie, however I sincerely hope that I am not the only person who thought it was really funny.
I mean don't get me wrong, it had its serious parts to it, I mean it was a comedy right? I don't know, racism is serious I know that, and when people are being racist then that's terrible, but I guess I saw it as making fun of what assholes people were back then (not that they are much better now, but we are at least a different kind of equal assholes)
But really though it was a good movie and if you have as a twisted sense of humor as I do then you will laugh as well.
Good lord I hope I am not the only one who laughed.
The rugrats...
What.
The.
Fuck.
Okay who did not love the show when we were kids, it was legit.
Now watching it, I understand why my mother couldn't stand it.
I mean she is a little more dramatic then I am but how was CPS not called on these people
In ten episodes these kids have been lost, kidnapped, left at the store, left alone with strangers, it's nuts.
It's almost a little twisted.
Friday, January 18, 2013
It's something that in the end is right I hope you had the time of your life
I am sitting with a friend both i us talking about past loves
How we both had that person, that one person we really really loved like in the movies kind if loved
He said he doesn't think that hell ever have that again
I said you're right we won't
As much as I'd love to go back to that mushy puppy love phase we had when we got flowers for making it a month of "dating" or having an obnoxious amount of flowers and teddy bears sent because they could not be in person for valentines day
The truth is we will never really have that again... And as nice as it may be to reminisce about..we've grown
We are old
We have kids
We have life experiences that allow us to worry about more then whether it not we graduate
They say we hold onto out first love for the rest if our lives
And for the longest time I ha thought that meant wed still love them when really it has nothing to do with them
It's the fiction like memory we share with them and only them
"It's not about who we want to spend Friday night with, but who we want to spend all day Saturday with"
My god I love this
Because it doesn't just mean life is more then a Friday night one night stand
But when we finally find someone that the next day we say I wouldn't mind spending all day with then today
And then again the next day
And to be honest sometimes we have to just give people the chance that hey for a Saturday or two i do not want to spend all day with you
But eventually that changes and we grow and that my friends is the adult rated version of our high school puppy love
Unless your lucky.. In which case refer back to my "Germany" post
So ill end with saying
For what it's worth it was worth all the while I hope you had the time of your life
That all makes sense now
How we both had that person, that one person we really really loved like in the movies kind if loved
He said he doesn't think that hell ever have that again
I said you're right we won't
As much as I'd love to go back to that mushy puppy love phase we had when we got flowers for making it a month of "dating" or having an obnoxious amount of flowers and teddy bears sent because they could not be in person for valentines day
The truth is we will never really have that again... And as nice as it may be to reminisce about..we've grown
We are old
We have kids
We have life experiences that allow us to worry about more then whether it not we graduate
They say we hold onto out first love for the rest if our lives
And for the longest time I ha thought that meant wed still love them when really it has nothing to do with them
It's the fiction like memory we share with them and only them
"It's not about who we want to spend Friday night with, but who we want to spend all day Saturday with"
My god I love this
Because it doesn't just mean life is more then a Friday night one night stand
But when we finally find someone that the next day we say I wouldn't mind spending all day with then today
And then again the next day
And to be honest sometimes we have to just give people the chance that hey for a Saturday or two i do not want to spend all day with you
But eventually that changes and we grow and that my friends is the adult rated version of our high school puppy love
Unless your lucky.. In which case refer back to my "Germany" post
So ill end with saying
For what it's worth it was worth all the while I hope you had the time of your life
That all makes sense now
Wednesday, January 16, 2013
Germany. this has almost nothing to do with Germany.
Hello world.
Specifically to the person(s) from Germany who read this. That fascinates me.
so on to the point of todays rant.
I went to a fairly large high school, or at least it seemed like it during my stupid long graduation. There was a few people of whom I graduated with the seriously lived the fairy tale, they have they happy ever after. And I just think, wow that so amazing.
To be completely honest I barely know two of these couples, and the one I, were not as close as we one were, but distance and life does that to everyone I believe.
One couple met when one was a freshman and the other a senior, and now we have been out of school for five years..almost six...is that right? that cant be right...oh my god that is right. I am so old.
So six years, plus the four in throughout high school. that is almost ten year.. that's amazing, and they are so happy, the just welcomed their second beautiful baby boy, and when you hear one of them talk about the other, (one was my boss for a minute there) they just light up, with every ounce of them you can see joy in their eyes.
the next couple we together throughout our senior year, got married right after, and had a baby not long after that, close to six years later they are welcoming their third child. That something I love about facebook, like I said I hardly know them at all but you you can see a glimse of their lovely home, their beutiful children, and the love that they still have for each other.
the last couple is one of my favorites, we all worked together, and he was crazy about her. she could not stand him, and he would tell everyone that he was going to marry that girl someday. they are so adorable. they have been married for i think three years now, and they look like they are still in that honeymoon phase people talk about, today he is on his second deployment. And he was right he made her his wife, and frankly I have never seen her so happy.
you read stories like that, and I don't know
you cannot help but think wow. there really is a reason books and movies like the notebook or when harry met sally are out there...because we all have the fairy tale ending waiting for us somewhere.
i think that is a beautiful thing to be assured of.
Specifically to the person(s) from Germany who read this. That fascinates me.
so on to the point of todays rant.
I went to a fairly large high school, or at least it seemed like it during my stupid long graduation. There was a few people of whom I graduated with the seriously lived the fairy tale, they have they happy ever after. And I just think, wow that so amazing.
To be completely honest I barely know two of these couples, and the one I, were not as close as we one were, but distance and life does that to everyone I believe.
One couple met when one was a freshman and the other a senior, and now we have been out of school for five years..almost six...is that right? that cant be right...oh my god that is right. I am so old.
So six years, plus the four in throughout high school. that is almost ten year.. that's amazing, and they are so happy, the just welcomed their second beautiful baby boy, and when you hear one of them talk about the other, (one was my boss for a minute there) they just light up, with every ounce of them you can see joy in their eyes.
the next couple we together throughout our senior year, got married right after, and had a baby not long after that, close to six years later they are welcoming their third child. That something I love about facebook, like I said I hardly know them at all but you you can see a glimse of their lovely home, their beutiful children, and the love that they still have for each other.
the last couple is one of my favorites, we all worked together, and he was crazy about her. she could not stand him, and he would tell everyone that he was going to marry that girl someday. they are so adorable. they have been married for i think three years now, and they look like they are still in that honeymoon phase people talk about, today he is on his second deployment. And he was right he made her his wife, and frankly I have never seen her so happy.
you read stories like that, and I don't know
you cannot help but think wow. there really is a reason books and movies like the notebook or when harry met sally are out there...because we all have the fairy tale ending waiting for us somewhere.
i think that is a beautiful thing to be assured of.
Monday, January 14, 2013
Ohana, means family..
Hello world. I hope you had a good night. I hope that whoever you are, where ever you are, whatever you may be doing right now, your finding joy in it.
Have you ever thought about death?
I have have. not so much about how I will die, not even when.
I mean once you are gone. what kind of services will there be, who will attend, who you will be missed by, what stories will be shared.
Good lord I could only imagine some of those stories that could be shared.
Its sad to me, how a lot of times families only come together for the holidays, weddings, and funerals.
Someone in my life, whom I cherish in my life, once told me how their mother used to say if you do not love me in life, do not miss me when i am gone.
what I wonder though, who do we love in life?
I mean, me for instance, I pathetic I know, but I think that the people I love know that I love them. Sometimes I wish that they didnt know how much I loved them. I have this terrible habit of loving people with every ounce of my being. Which sounds high and mighty on this screen, but frankly, it's rather annoying.
anyways, my question is how do we know those who love us when we are here.
We live in an untrusting society filled with lies, judgments, but so often, we hold back.
I have a friend, they who means the world to me. I hear them say i love, i miss you to so many others, and they have never once said that to me.
which, because I over analyze everything in life, makes me wonder if when I die..would they be one of those people truly devastated.
and I do not mean i will have a room filled with devastation, but i think that in order to live a fulfilling life, we need other people, and those people are the ones who really have an emptiness when we are gone.
I have always had a dysfunctional family. I have had step parents, I have had dads girlfriend moms boyfriend, I have had step brothers, half siblings, family friends that are like family, my family has secrets, we have adoption, we have loss.
so if I have learned anything in life so far, its that your family is not just the people you share your blood with.
"this is my family, I found it all on my own, it's little and broken, but its good, yea, still good."
I love this quote, because in this wild ride of a life I have lived, I have created my own family.
Its filled with good friends. Some of it them really are my family, two of them we joke that out of their own dysfunction, they are long lost brothers, theres the really great couple, that even do not know it, they are the ones who live happy ever after. some of us live together. one of us has a baby, okay you guessed it that on is me, one of us had to go away for away. you think a hulk is awesome? --we have a tank.
we confide in each other with our problems, our secrets, our fears, our joys, we ask each other advice, we laugh, we drink, we fight, we love. we live through adventures together, build each other up, pick on each others funny flaws, and my god do we laugh.
I would not trade that family of mine for anything else.
I think that is why I loved the show "friends" so much, because after my own dysfunction, I was destined to live my version of that show.
--and yes Benny, you are Joey.
Normally I realize that this blog is silly, ranges on about pointless things, but to be honest its just whats on my mind,
And for whatever reason, today this family that I have made for myself is the greatest gift I have could ever ask for.
So if you are a part of that family of mine, thank you.
and always know how deeply you are loved.
Have you ever thought about death?
I have have. not so much about how I will die, not even when.
I mean once you are gone. what kind of services will there be, who will attend, who you will be missed by, what stories will be shared.
Good lord I could only imagine some of those stories that could be shared.
Its sad to me, how a lot of times families only come together for the holidays, weddings, and funerals.
Someone in my life, whom I cherish in my life, once told me how their mother used to say if you do not love me in life, do not miss me when i am gone.
what I wonder though, who do we love in life?
I mean, me for instance, I pathetic I know, but I think that the people I love know that I love them. Sometimes I wish that they didnt know how much I loved them. I have this terrible habit of loving people with every ounce of my being. Which sounds high and mighty on this screen, but frankly, it's rather annoying.
anyways, my question is how do we know those who love us when we are here.
We live in an untrusting society filled with lies, judgments, but so often, we hold back.
I have a friend, they who means the world to me. I hear them say i love, i miss you to so many others, and they have never once said that to me.
which, because I over analyze everything in life, makes me wonder if when I die..would they be one of those people truly devastated.
and I do not mean i will have a room filled with devastation, but i think that in order to live a fulfilling life, we need other people, and those people are the ones who really have an emptiness when we are gone.
I have always had a dysfunctional family. I have had step parents, I have had dads girlfriend moms boyfriend, I have had step brothers, half siblings, family friends that are like family, my family has secrets, we have adoption, we have loss.
so if I have learned anything in life so far, its that your family is not just the people you share your blood with.
"this is my family, I found it all on my own, it's little and broken, but its good, yea, still good."
I love this quote, because in this wild ride of a life I have lived, I have created my own family.
Its filled with good friends. Some of it them really are my family, two of them we joke that out of their own dysfunction, they are long lost brothers, theres the really great couple, that even do not know it, they are the ones who live happy ever after. some of us live together. one of us has a baby, okay you guessed it that on is me, one of us had to go away for away. you think a hulk is awesome? --we have a tank.
we confide in each other with our problems, our secrets, our fears, our joys, we ask each other advice, we laugh, we drink, we fight, we love. we live through adventures together, build each other up, pick on each others funny flaws, and my god do we laugh.
I would not trade that family of mine for anything else.
I think that is why I loved the show "friends" so much, because after my own dysfunction, I was destined to live my version of that show.
--and yes Benny, you are Joey.
Normally I realize that this blog is silly, ranges on about pointless things, but to be honest its just whats on my mind,
And for whatever reason, today this family that I have made for myself is the greatest gift I have could ever ask for.
So if you are a part of that family of mine, thank you.
and always know how deeply you are loved.
Thursday, January 10, 2013
no bob. the price is wrong.
"The truth is everyone is going to hurt you, you just need to find out whose worth suffering for"
--Bob Marley.
I've heard it. You have heard it, everyone has heard that damn quote.
And believe me I am a quote person..I love them.
Mr. Marley may have been right about many things in his amazing life...but I have finally come to the realization that no, no one is worth suffering for.
I mean seriously people know you god damn worth.
I can assure you. I am not a cocky person. I am overweight, nothing to wake up to, hell my boobs used to be the only thing i had going for me, and even they have gone to hell.
But my wonderful roommate still finds a way to convince me that I am something worth something. He may be a complete bull shiter but he can at least get me to believe i am pretty.
wow. SQUIRREL!
my point prior to that is no one is really worth suffering for...because the truth is if you are suffering for someone then that means they do not value you.
you can sit there and give someone everything you have. you can do anything in your power to make them happy, bend over backwards to try to make life easier for them, you can spend hours in the mirror trying to look absolutely stunning just for them, but when they do not accept the value of how happy you make them, if they see how far you can really bend, and if they cant even take the two fucking seconds to say wow, you look really nice...then where does that leave you...suffering.
now I know anyone with a little common sense is reading that thinking okay if people are really that crappy to someone that is that persons fault for keeping them around..WRONG.
that said idiot probably reads Mr.Marley's take on things and says well i love them... they are my person worth suffering for..
take your head out of your ass.
--Bob Marley.
I've heard it. You have heard it, everyone has heard that damn quote.
And believe me I am a quote person..I love them.
Mr. Marley may have been right about many things in his amazing life...but I have finally come to the realization that no, no one is worth suffering for.
I mean seriously people know you god damn worth.
I can assure you. I am not a cocky person. I am overweight, nothing to wake up to, hell my boobs used to be the only thing i had going for me, and even they have gone to hell.
But my wonderful roommate still finds a way to convince me that I am something worth something. He may be a complete bull shiter but he can at least get me to believe i am pretty.
wow. SQUIRREL!
my point prior to that is no one is really worth suffering for...because the truth is if you are suffering for someone then that means they do not value you.
you can sit there and give someone everything you have. you can do anything in your power to make them happy, bend over backwards to try to make life easier for them, you can spend hours in the mirror trying to look absolutely stunning just for them, but when they do not accept the value of how happy you make them, if they see how far you can really bend, and if they cant even take the two fucking seconds to say wow, you look really nice...then where does that leave you...suffering.
now I know anyone with a little common sense is reading that thinking okay if people are really that crappy to someone that is that persons fault for keeping them around..WRONG.
that said idiot probably reads Mr.Marley's take on things and says well i love them... they are my person worth suffering for..
take your head out of your ass.
Tuna the chicken of the sea..so is it chicken or is it tuna?
Okay so I got out of the shower today and then noticed while getting dress that my ass has a tan line
Not like a good one
There is my butt that's ghost white and then a section that is so white it's almost see through
I have no idea how on earth I acquired this tan line.
Now if I had anything remotely close to a sex life I might comprehend where this came from..maybe
If I ran around all summer in my underwear...maybe
If I was as thin as my cousin Raelene...maybe
If it was not January..maybe
No idea.
The next thing is thy i was driving to pick up my cousin and I thought holy shit I am hungry and to be honest Louie's sounded unrealistically good to me
Well I can't Chris is a vegetarian
Hmm subway sounds good too
Shit he is still vegetarian but wait they have like tuna subs
And then it hit me like a man coming home to a Burt meat loaf
Why is it okay to eat fish
They are animals to
This bothered me the whole way it still did and Chris doesn't eat tuna or fish so he makes sense but the rest of you
No.
No!
You are wrong
Zee end.
Not like a good one
There is my butt that's ghost white and then a section that is so white it's almost see through
I have no idea how on earth I acquired this tan line.
Now if I had anything remotely close to a sex life I might comprehend where this came from..maybe
If I ran around all summer in my underwear...maybe
If I was as thin as my cousin Raelene...maybe
If it was not January..maybe
No idea.
The next thing is thy i was driving to pick up my cousin and I thought holy shit I am hungry and to be honest Louie's sounded unrealistically good to me
Well I can't Chris is a vegetarian
Hmm subway sounds good too
Shit he is still vegetarian but wait they have like tuna subs
And then it hit me like a man coming home to a Burt meat loaf
Why is it okay to eat fish
They are animals to
This bothered me the whole way it still did and Chris doesn't eat tuna or fish so he makes sense but the rest of you
No.
No!
You are wrong
Zee end.
Megaera
Yea bitch
I am talking about the one from Hercules the Disney movie
That chick knew what the fuck she was doing
"Sometimes it's better to be alone that way you can't get hurt"
Damn straight. She took the words I love you seriously have a man every single ounce of herself and he picked someone else
After that she didnt give a shit about anyone, she stopped wearing her heart on her sleeve and she would have been just fine if Hercules had never shown up
Good for you you fictional character if there's a Disney princess to be like...it's her
I am talking about the one from Hercules the Disney movie
That chick knew what the fuck she was doing
"Sometimes it's better to be alone that way you can't get hurt"
Damn straight. She took the words I love you seriously have a man every single ounce of herself and he picked someone else
After that she didnt give a shit about anyone, she stopped wearing her heart on her sleeve and she would have been just fine if Hercules had never shown up
Good for you you fictional character if there's a Disney princess to be like...it's her
Wednesday, January 9, 2013
Sleepless in buffalo
Hi.
Let me start by saying I am not drunk tonight.
So there's that. Tonight I am going without sleep, not by choice I can assure you I just don't seem to sleep anymore.
I would like to say that sleep deprivation is equally entertaining but it's probably not.
What's on my mind tonight is jobs.
Am I the only one without one?
I feel like a complete tool not having one and half of me say hey this is your chance to finish school and get your ass a degree but the. I feel like I am a bum for not working so I say okay seriously find a damn job but then I think well I have no skills where the hell am I going to work with out skills
I was talking to one of my cousins about this, it doesn't really matter which one i have like 72 so you won't ever be a or to keep track of which one but she said Bre you have skills, and she is right I do but they are nothing I have ever put to work like event planning... I promise you I could throw one hell of a party or design like invitations and such I'm great at that I really am but what do I do walk into krape Kraft and say "hey look I have no proof whatsoever but if you ask a few people in my family I am awesome at this"
No.
Just no.
So I guess what I am dying to know is if I am the only lost 24 year out there?
I'd like to say good night but that's clearly not going to happen and I really do not have anything else on my mind, I mean you would really think that I would, you'd think that was why I couldn't sleep but no I'm just laying in my bed blank unable to turn off.
I think that that's whats really keeping me up the fact that I am so annoyed with how blankly awake that I am.
Oh well there i worse things I suppose.
Let me start by saying I am not drunk tonight.
So there's that. Tonight I am going without sleep, not by choice I can assure you I just don't seem to sleep anymore.
I would like to say that sleep deprivation is equally entertaining but it's probably not.
What's on my mind tonight is jobs.
Am I the only one without one?
I feel like a complete tool not having one and half of me say hey this is your chance to finish school and get your ass a degree but the. I feel like I am a bum for not working so I say okay seriously find a damn job but then I think well I have no skills where the hell am I going to work with out skills
I was talking to one of my cousins about this, it doesn't really matter which one i have like 72 so you won't ever be a or to keep track of which one but she said Bre you have skills, and she is right I do but they are nothing I have ever put to work like event planning... I promise you I could throw one hell of a party or design like invitations and such I'm great at that I really am but what do I do walk into krape Kraft and say "hey look I have no proof whatsoever but if you ask a few people in my family I am awesome at this"
No.
Just no.
So I guess what I am dying to know is if I am the only lost 24 year out there?
I'd like to say good night but that's clearly not going to happen and I really do not have anything else on my mind, I mean you would really think that I would, you'd think that was why I couldn't sleep but no I'm just laying in my bed blank unable to turn off.
I think that that's whats really keeping me up the fact that I am so annoyed with how blankly awake that I am.
Oh well there i worse things I suppose.
Saturday, January 5, 2013
ONE. --are yuou there god? its me shanaynay.
hi.
i am new to this. I literally went out to the bar tonight and decided with some friends, that hey i should start a blog. I have a lot to say. I keep alot in. sometimesw i am a really funny person.
sometimes i am sad too, either way right this second i have to pee, so i will be right back...
okay i am back.
i am glad we are there already, that we are that close this early in our relationship.
i think that you should get things like that out in the open right away because if you dont then you are fucked.. because the longer you wait the more awkward it becomes.
like me for instance.
i live with my best friend
but for the life of me i can never poop if he is home, we have been living together for while. but when i first started staying here, i was here for like three days, and finally i had to poop so bad that i went for it.
he made fun of me.
no i live here, he is deployed and i still cannot poop here.
so as i was saying, whoever the fuck is reading this, i am glad we are there in our relationship.
so tonight i found out that people think i am funny. i am not really sure why, but i said something, and then i said you know what, i want to write a blog, and the poeple i was talking to said that it would be hilarious.
maybe it will be.
maybe not a single person will ever read this.
but either way, it will consist of me either drunken/bored/lonely thoughts.
and none of them will ever be completely grammatically correct because to be honest, i do not give enough of a fuck about you yet to care what you think of my intelligence.
unless you are my extremely sexy english professor from college...i care about what you think.
all i can really to say to this start is that i hope someone on this fucking planet reads this. and if they do, i hope they read the next one...and share it with someone else.
that would be really bad ass. because to be honest i really do have a lot to say.
things i would love to bitch off about both good and bad...i have an entertaining mind i promise.
i dont really know what made me come to this conclusion, i just did. and that is my thought for the night.
also...i am drinking sailor jerry tonight and i am not really sure how i feel about it.
your welcome.
okay thats all for now. but i will be back. i dont really know who i am telling i will be back,
so until then....good night.
i am new to this. I literally went out to the bar tonight and decided with some friends, that hey i should start a blog. I have a lot to say. I keep alot in. sometimesw i am a really funny person.
sometimes i am sad too, either way right this second i have to pee, so i will be right back...
okay i am back.
i am glad we are there already, that we are that close this early in our relationship.
i think that you should get things like that out in the open right away because if you dont then you are fucked.. because the longer you wait the more awkward it becomes.
like me for instance.
i live with my best friend
but for the life of me i can never poop if he is home, we have been living together for while. but when i first started staying here, i was here for like three days, and finally i had to poop so bad that i went for it.
he made fun of me.
no i live here, he is deployed and i still cannot poop here.
so as i was saying, whoever the fuck is reading this, i am glad we are there in our relationship.
so tonight i found out that people think i am funny. i am not really sure why, but i said something, and then i said you know what, i want to write a blog, and the poeple i was talking to said that it would be hilarious.
maybe it will be.
maybe not a single person will ever read this.
but either way, it will consist of me either drunken/bored/lonely thoughts.
and none of them will ever be completely grammatically correct because to be honest, i do not give enough of a fuck about you yet to care what you think of my intelligence.
unless you are my extremely sexy english professor from college...i care about what you think.
all i can really to say to this start is that i hope someone on this fucking planet reads this. and if they do, i hope they read the next one...and share it with someone else.
that would be really bad ass. because to be honest i really do have a lot to say.
things i would love to bitch off about both good and bad...i have an entertaining mind i promise.
i dont really know what made me come to this conclusion, i just did. and that is my thought for the night.
also...i am drinking sailor jerry tonight and i am not really sure how i feel about it.
your welcome.
okay thats all for now. but i will be back. i dont really know who i am telling i will be back,
so until then....good night.
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