Sleepless in buffalo

Hi.
Let me start by saying I am not drunk tonight.
So there's that. Tonight I am going without sleep, not by choice I can assure you I just don't seem to sleep anymore.

I would like to say that sleep deprivation is equally entertaining but it's probably not.

What's on my mind tonight is jobs.
Am I the only one without one?
I feel like a complete tool not having one and half of me say hey this is your chance to finish school and get your ass a degree but the. I feel like I am a bum for not working so I say okay seriously find a damn job but then I think well I have no skills where the hell am I going to work with out skills

I was talking to one of my cousins about this, it doesn't really matter which one i have like 72 so you won't ever be a or to keep track of which one but she said Bre you have skills, and she is right I do but they are nothing I have ever put to work like event planning... I promise you I could throw one hell of a party or design like invitations and such I'm great at that I really am but what do I do walk into krape Kraft and say "hey look I have no proof whatsoever but if you ask a few people in my family I am awesome at this"
No.
Just no.

So I guess what I am dying to know is if I am the only lost 24 year out there?

I'd like to say good night but that's clearly not going to happen and I really do not have anything else on my mind, I mean you would really think that I would, you'd think that was why I couldn't sleep but no I'm just laying in my bed blank unable to turn off.
I think that that's whats really keeping me up the fact that I am so annoyed with how blankly awake that I am.
Oh well there i worse things I suppose.